What happened?

Perhaps you are wondering how the process went through. Of course it did not come with hallelujia! Nor did it come with Thank God!

Rather it came with a complete silence of my heart, I cant even hear the beating inside. What is this? Why he, why us? Would I be angry with God, would I be angry with myself, my husband? What will i do, what is schizophrenia?

Schizophrenia is a severe mental illness, characterized by a disintegration of the process of thinking,"Wikipedia free Encyclopedia".

Wow! this is Huge!, how will we handle this. Silence, depression, anger, resentments, these are just the few of the original feelings and reactions that I felt. A month, maybe, but then I stood up to say, it does not end here, it is the beginning...... of a life of a son with schizophrenia

A beginning for the parents to accept, the beginning for a brother and a sister to live with and love without condition, a beginning of a change, a beginning of a challenge of another financial obligation, a beginning of adjustment, a beginning of a new life....

Sharing My Thoughts

Hi everyone!
This post is about the highs and lows of a homecare situation. It will share with you the daily encounters, challenges, beginnings, discoveries of taking care of a "special child".

It will share with you the opportunities, the frustrations, the solutions and the character building of each member of my family.

We travel together with our love one, a son with "A Beautiful Mind" whom we believe,is a Special Gift from Above.

We give allowance to our patience and understanding and we do our best to adjust to "his world".

I hope that my daily post will somehow share with you and help all to see, that whatever condition we have in our families, life is a beautiful world.